Before you realize you are infected and your face is full of pus
before you realize you are doing it out of sickness
they taught you to be good and love. The sick kind of goodness.
they taught you to give and never ask back, because that is how good people behave
they taught you to cut your hand off and give it away, if they ask for it.
before you realize you have spent all that time self harming
before you realize that you have lost years of your life on a frog which likes to be a frog in the mud.
I see what you are, frog.
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